JemmieMoon

So much of my life unknown Blurred, faded no memory Did they even think of me? When they made that choice to give me away? What reason did they have to where I could not have stayed? For years, I have lived a life not truly my own No seeds to plant, to watch grow Two people, new to me whom have had to show me what life is all about But there is more to mine I have no doubt One right now that may be clear and pure Is nothing but a daily chore Of questions with no answers With late nights full of little sleep Dreams I have are what I can keep A world full of the blank Like a canvas that needs color Heart full of nothing but pain What shall one

Blackness, covered in it No time to think clearly, not even for a minute What once was a warm heart now over time has fallen apart Evil is who I am now I've become the most foul creature Yet every day since that night My mind drifts away and I see her Back during a time when she was mine During a more happier time When her love flowed through me In that moment, I had no idea how much she would have meant to be When my heart was pure and it was I she adored When love was there But was then escaped from me like the very air I breathe She had begged me not to leave For she had laid there bleeding before me I tried to save her Alas, she was gone,

A legacy near it's end With me next in line I had hoped I would have had more time To clear the thoughts from my frantic mind They have to be crazy! Me? Queen? That's silly Of age of only just 16 Is there no one in between? I paced back and forth My room shielded from the morning's light I've even tried to put up a fight One to which there was no win Have I not been to every party or ball? Have I not met everyone within the King's court? Have I not been seen or shown off the my Father's whole kingdom? Yes! YES to it all! Yet I feel like I am about ready to fall Fast down a path that I am not ready for As I keep myself hidden behind my bedr

What magic does one possess? This feels like a test Am I good? Am I evil? All this energy I feel Drawn from life, every fiber and being Through this path, shall one find their meaning? To bring up life or death Why the silence? Why the secrecy? From those whom were close to me Now fly high above me Spirits flying high in the sky Guarding me from harm but why? Anger and betrayal fill me where they should not No control nor understanding of this new gift This new power One I must tend to as a delicate flower Until it holds true Will it bring me back to you? Or will one be made a fool Supposed gift given since birth Now comes to light, unleash